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Edstorm's log
Sunday, March 16, 2003  
Yeah, I have not really been exercising like I used to in High school. I need to get back to exercising. Because it is something that I should do. Something that will keep me focused and the day busy. It will only help me and I stand to lose nothing. The only thing stopping me from spending an hour swimming or doing weights is that I am lazy and I think that I am too tired to be able to do that.

I need to exercising. Look at yourself and the pictures, you used to look really good and in shape. What happened then, you got fat and gained weight because you stopped playing soccer for fun and did not exercise anymore. You need to get rid of this competitive feeling regarding the sport, just go out and have fun with the various people you meet. Its all fun and games.

its definitely better than computer games and movies on the computer.

10:01 PM

Saturday, March 15, 2003  
I promised my mom that I would study hard.....and I will
10:31 PM

I think I might have figured why I am so bad in making friendships and everything. I have been too racist. I have never thought about it that way. And I apologiuze about it. I presume things about people because whAT i SEE OF THEM I don't even stop to get to know them at all. I am so racist and I am feel bad about it. I really feel bad about it. i will make the effort to change that and be different from now on. I will not distinguish people from races because ai do not want them to do the same to me and everything. I will make that consious effort to change and not be stereotypical and all. I will stand by my realization just like my brother says and work towards that. Friends and cool people are what they are. Friends and cool people. There should be nothing like race from stopping you from being friends and learning from them. Yeah.

10:09 PM

Yeah, i went to a leadership seminar today and I think that it went great. Yeah I know, I was like 2 hours late, but I guess that is fine. Yep, oh well. What can I say. I was really open and talked about almost everything. Apparently I know a lot but I never apply it to anything at all, because I know too much. o sort of learned that when I was trying to calm Naomi down, i really did not know exactly what to do, There was so many ways to do it, I just could not be decisive enough to choose one way. Oh well.

Yeah, so I went to the leadershio conference and Alice goes up to me and tells me that I could make a good president and that I should work on doing great stuff. I used to be active and all. I just need to find control in my life first right now, becfore I go do something else. That is very important. Yeah, like the business vice preseint Ken said, its all about the connections and all. You cannot simply sit in your room and do nothing at all. You need to do more than that.

Oh well. I also received an invitation to join Jean and lilly on a certain group project for an organization. It sounds really cool and I like the idea a lot. So yep, I might just take part in it and try my best to contribute to it, the best way that i can. Its my way to giving back to the community, just like my dad did with his free time and effort. Yeah, my dad gave back to the comunity a lot, and I guess this is the only I can try to do something similar to what he did. Just try your best and you will do fine and learn as you go.

A lady also asked me to make a speech to State farm if they came and I thought that was very interesting. She thinks I can talk. Well, I think I was very nervous during the whole conference but overall, I think that I tried my best to not be embarassed because like my cousin said, guys cannot be embarassed. I also tried my best to speak slowly so that people can understand what I say and hear what I say. Of course, I still mumble here and there, buit with practise I can get over that. That is the only way I can become a successful business man. And like he says, those that do not have connections cannot be a business man because without connections they simply cannot start a company and have the support for it.

Secluded people simply cannot get the funding and support. Oh well. That's how my dad did his business. Yep ..that's my dad.....

9:42 PM

Monday, March 10, 2003  
My friend Jennifer wrote this while she struggles witha break up.....

I hope you never lose your sense of wonder.
You get your fill to eat,
But always keep that hunger.
May you never take one single breath for granted.
God forbid love ever leave you empty handed.
I hope you still feel small,
When you stand by the ocean.
Whenever one door closes,
I hope one more opens.Promise me you'll give fate a fighting chance.And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance,I hope you dance......
I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance.Never settle for the path of least resistance.
Living might mean taking chances,But they're worth taking.Lovin' might be a mistake,But it's worth making.Don't let some hell bent heart,
Leave you bitter.When you come close to selling out,Reconsider.Give the heavens above, More than just a passing glance.

7:43 PM

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